Relaxation ….

R laying in bed asleep on her stomach totally naked only the blanket covering her – barely. Her blonde hair over her shoulders and her arms outstretched. Her skin smooth and soft her back exposed and the part of her spine that turns up as her butt is half exposed by the covers. For the last 30 minutes I had been rubbing and massaging her back. She needed that I worked out all of R’s knots in her muscles and now she has passed out. I remember only staring at her wanting to touch her but not wake her. I only leave me hand where I stopped in the small of her back. That was years ago when we could fall asleep naked without the fear of our kids walking in on us. I still think of her in that pose and fall asleep that her back with my arm softly laying across her back hand draped ay her lower waist. I love that woman.

The time is now …

And it will be unstoppable. Welcome R to my blog for you. Tomorrow you will get a text from me with this address to read in private. I hope I do not offend you or upset you I just want to convey my love to you. If you want to start go to the Right and start with the blog post “the mission”. I LOVE YOU – HONEY.

R’s Strength

My wife cannot only balance the home and dealing with our kids, but also keep me sexually satisfied. Of course, I always want it, every time I come home from a trip it is the only thing I want. I am sure sex is the lower of the priority list for R. She has the toughest job of all. She is a great woman and a great wife. I love her and would do anything for her. Keep up the good work, I know it is hard and the kids don’t realize how well they have it, but I do and I want you to be nothing but happy.

My body…

I wish I had the body that I think that she would totally get off on. She has that for me, when I have wet dreams I dream of her – still do after all these years. I want her – I always want her. She always looks great and I want nothing more than to do things to and with that body of hers. Her legs are great and her butt I like to watch and love lay up against at night. R’s arms and hand feel good wrapped around me and makes me feel good when she pulls me and I can feel her boobs against my chest. I love to kiss her neck but I think she is afraid I will give her a hickie; which I might due to my control issues. I cannot help myself – when she kisses me I don’t want to stop I always want more - when we have sex I want more. It feels so good and she makes me feel so great I just want nothing but her. So, I started talking about me I just try and try to give her all that she wants and to be totally satisfied with me and my body, but it is so hard to stay in shape when you’re on the road with so much good food for free. I am working on it and hopefully I will be all that she dreams and fantasies over.

Toys for big kids …

Like most over adult R and I use toys to make sure she has a real good time. Hitachi is the main player -and we ran into it by accident, but once it was figured out R will consistently orgasm every time. It makes me proud that I can be a part of it to watch and feel her body as she goes. Being inside of R I can feel her muscles tighten up and is impossible for me to keep from going myself. I try to play with other toys on R; I get so turned on as I start to “work” on R. The visuals and the feelings are burned into my brain – I constantly image the thing I want to do and use on R just from a kiss.

12th Anniversary …

I really knocked our 12th out of the park, planned the whole thing – R was very appreciative. I was real proud of myself; I made commemorative t shirts, surprised R some clothes, and we spent all night at a piano bar singing our lungs out. We have a blast. Our room was great with a jacuzzi tube over looking town down below in the valley. One day I hope to have another trip like that with R. One of the thing I will always remember could be the sex (I still think of that), but is hanging outside waiting for our turn it go into the restaurant trying to take a good picture of ourselves. We laughed and laughed trying to get a good picture. Those have always been three of the most fun days that I remember with R.

Should I tell my wife my secret?

I almost texted R today the address to this blog but chickened out – maybe I will work on it some more and add some more posts. I have more note to go, but nervous about letting her read the details of would I have written. Reviews, fantasies, and stories – I worry about what she will say.