Fun time questions …

I have not posted is forever and still do not know if R has read my dirty secrets/stories to her. I like to play a lot and by play I mean have sex. I like to feel her body and her reaction. I really enjoy playing and teasing her – I think R likes it too. Along time ago I bought her a massage candle – really works great and a turn on for me too. We are very religious and this last Valentine’s day I pulled out a toy I had been hiding for a couple years. Remote control fun, it was a blast. We had a great weekend and played a lot. One thing has always stuck in my head as to how much is too much? I am always afraid to let it out a tell her what I want so I looked up stuff in my handbooks and the basic premise in our church is that what happens between a MARRIED couple (male and female) in the bedroom is between themselves, and that open communication is the key. The Leadership is counseled not to discuss details or what they do – only to encourage communication between the two individuals. It is a very interesting history about so and so says this and a lot of he said / she said. One thing I did find is that our church leadership has not condoned or canonized any bedroom activities. Just members that want to interject their own beliefs on how things “should” be. So, I googled it … “Mormon Sex Toys”… I did not find a store off hand (bad pun), but I ran into a lot of misinformed people, anti’s, and a couple really cool blogs about a sexually active couple that has studied it out more than me … I don’t know if R has any reservations, I have realized that as long as she cool with it I will tell her my most “dangerous” or “crazy” thoughts that pop into my sick and twisted mind.

Relaxation ….

R laying in bed asleep on her stomach totally naked only the blanket covering her – barely. Her blonde hair over her shoulders and her arms outstretched. Her skin smooth and soft her back exposed and the part of her spine that turns up as her butt is half exposed by the covers. For the last 30 minutes I had been rubbing and massaging her back. She needed that I worked out all of R’s knots in her muscles and now she has passed out. I remember only staring at her wanting to touch her but not wake her. I only leave me hand where I stopped in the small of her back. That was years ago when we could fall asleep naked without the fear of our kids walking in on us. I still think of her in that pose and fall asleep that her back with my arm softly laying across her back hand draped ay her lower waist. I love that woman.

The time is now …

And it will be unstoppable. Welcome R to my blog for you. Tomorrow you will get a text from me with this address to read in private. I hope I do not offend you or upset you I just want to convey my love to you. If you want to start go to the Right and start with the blog post “the mission”. I LOVE YOU – HONEY.

R’s Strength

My wife cannot only balance the home and dealing with our kids, but also keep me sexually satisfied. Of course, I always want it, every time I come home from a trip it is the only thing I want. I am sure sex is the lower of the priority list for R. She has the toughest job of all. She is a great woman and a great wife. I love her and would do anything for her. Keep up the good work, I know it is hard and the kids don’t realize how well they have it, but I do and I want you to be nothing but happy.

My body…

I wish I had the body that I think that she would totally get off on. She has that for me, when I have wet dreams I dream of her – still do after all these years. I want her – I always want her. She always looks great and I want nothing more than to do things to and with that body of hers. Her legs are great and her butt I like to watch and love lay up against at night. R’s arms and hand feel good wrapped around me and makes me feel good when she pulls me and I can feel her boobs against my chest. I love to kiss her neck but I think she is afraid I will give her a hickie; which I might due to my control issues. I cannot help myself – when she kisses me I don’t want to stop I always want more - when we have sex I want more. It feels so good and she makes me feel so great I just want nothing but her. So, I started talking about me I just try and try to give her all that she wants and to be totally satisfied with me and my body, but it is so hard to stay in shape when you’re on the road with so much good food for free. I am working on it and hopefully I will be all that she dreams and fantasies over.

Toys for big kids …

Like most over adult R and I use toys to make sure she has a real good time. Hitachi is the main player -and we ran into it by accident, but once it was figured out R will consistently orgasm every time. It makes me proud that I can be a part of it to watch and feel her body as she goes. Being inside of R I can feel her muscles tighten up and is impossible for me to keep from going myself. I try to play with other toys on R; I get so turned on as I start to “work” on R. The visuals and the feelings are burned into my brain – I constantly image the thing I want to do and use on R just from a kiss.

12th Anniversary …

I really knocked our 12th out of the park, planned the whole thing – R was very appreciative. I was real proud of myself; I made commemorative t shirts, surprised R some clothes, and we spent all night at a piano bar singing our lungs out. We have a blast. Our room was great with a jacuzzi tube over looking town down below in the valley. One day I hope to have another trip like that with R. One of the thing I will always remember could be the sex (I still think of that), but is hanging outside waiting for our turn it go into the restaurant trying to take a good picture of ourselves. We laughed and laughed trying to get a good picture. Those have always been three of the most fun days that I remember with R.